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Poison Mushroom
03:06
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I'm afraid the past is the past
and I cant come back
once it fades to black
and ill hear my name
for the last time
while in the afterlife
and everything will fade away
I've had so many nights
where my brain wont let me
turn off the lights
and I'm afraid that i have a weak mind
or am I just holding myself back this time?
I am alone at night
with my head tucked into my covers tight
and ill breathe my recycled air again
and try to sleep
I want to close my eyes
and stop thinking about the afterlife
but I've only got one life to lose
yeah I've only got one life to lose
ill miss it
I'm afraid that i wont think
and this is not the way
i wanted my weekend to go
please come back now c'mon
please come back now i need you
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2. |
Down
02:30
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do you ever think
do you ever think
no I don't think so
do you ever think
anything about me
I need to know
oh how desperate I must sound
while I am reaching out for help
do you ever think
do you ever think
I need to know right now
and it all comes crashing
down
just like I set it up
just like I wanted to
just like I planned it
I never think
I never think
before I speak
I never treat
you the same way
that you treat me
oh what an asshole i must be
while you are reaching out to me
I never think
I never think
I want to just end me
Down
just like I set it up
just like I wanted to
just like I planned it all along
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Sugoi
02:52
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you should let your voice out more
I swear that its beautiful
perfect truths we cant ignore
and the things they will do to us
you carry all the wait
of both of our mistakes
so leave me be
just leave me be
and let all of your problems just die with me
I look into your eyes and I find peace
why wont it work the other way around for me
I would give up literally anything
to be whatever you need
I know its hard
when the one you love
is so stubborn at heart
and locked above
cant accept who you are
you feel you're never enough
I feel us falling apart
please tell me that you're always gonna be by me
I look into your eyes and I find peace
why wont it work the other way around for me
I would give up literally anything
to be whatever you need
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Cognizant
02:34
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you told me not to be so mean
but I didn't listen
and I kept on being the same old asshole
communicate these words
that I really didn't mean
and now there's consequences
but I'll keep on being the same old asshole
you guys were wrong
I was misjudged
way before I even had a chance to fuck it up
left in the dark because,
there's no restarts
with a friendship that's already fucking torn apart
I just know I'm gonna fuck this up again
I wanna go to sleep now
and never ever talk about this with anyone
All good things must come to an end
but the bad things never end
no, they just haunt you
for forever and then some
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A Noah's Ark Painting on the wall
A white board reminder
that we all fucking need
I've been trying to see these things
My computer's
been getting the blue screen
and every girl I talk to
just wants to confuse me
it's not a good place to be
Oh great another chance
for someone to fuck me up
well I can't wait
so I just walked in there myself
and wouldn't leave for anything
Bang! Zoom! Straight to my room again!
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6. |
What Will I Say?
02:14
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I guess I should say something now
what will I say?
what will I say?
what will I say?
when they listen to my thoughts
what will I do?
what will I do?
what will I do?
if it comes across as rude
how do I feel
how do I feel
how do I feel
all the worst of things
how do I fix
how do I fix
how do I fix
everything that's wrong with me
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Proxxydust Ventura, California
Proxxydust is a project started by Zoltan Youtz in Ventura, California and relocated to Roseburg, Oregon. It is a blend of happy chiptune sounds with sad pop punk vocals and rhythm guitar. Made to represent the chaotic and emotional mind of Zoltan, it is a blend of several emotions that relate to day to day life struggling with mental health, relationships, inner demons and existentialism. Enjoy! ... more
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